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Thursday, June 17, 2010





PHOTOGRAPHY SESSION!

Just nak share picture anak2 buah aku. The eldest's name is ahmad iqbal danial. The youngest's name is nur fareesha insyirah. Yes! Anak2 buah saye sgt cumel! (tgk ucu dye ok).
haha!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

DUGAAN!

Ya Allah!
Tabahkan aku.
Ari neyh aku dpt 1 bad news and it is really2 effect my mood today!
Tlg lar.
Aku da xtaw nk watpe lg.
It was very bad! Damn bad!
Xpnh jd cmneyh dlm idop aku.
Naper Ya Allah.
Tp aku taw neyh sume slh aku.
Aku byk dose kat Engkau Ya Allah!
Ampunkan dose hambaMu ini.
Aku terima sume neyh ngan redha.
Neyh sume blsn Engkau kt aku.
Aku trme ya Allah.
I hope next sem will be better than this sem.
Pray for me.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

ALHAMDULILLAH.

Alhamdulillah, smlm fazdly ikowt family bad g nilai crk brg kawen abg bad. Everything da settled smlm. Bad da tros trang sume bende ngan fazdly. He also regreted with what he's done to me. Now i'm trying to accept him as before. I hope everything will get better after this. ILY u. Datz all syg. =)

Friday, May 21, 2010

U said u love me but u keep hurting me. Is that u called love? I had enough. I love u but i can't be with u. U hurt me so much. Too much. U called me just now and say that u love me and u are serious with me. I am confuse dear. What do u want from me actually? U love me but u keep hurting me. I can't stand anymore love. I can't. Ya Allah, ujian ape yg Engkau nak bg padaku lg ya Allah? Tolonglah! Tabahkan hati aku.
FEEL BETTER,

I hope everything will be fine today. I feel much better than last night.
Mase nak tido smlm, cuzin bad ckp "xpe bad, saba jew. Jgn syg org yg x appreciate kite, yg x care sal kte, yg xtaw jge hati kite" Then i replied "Xpela, xde jodoh
kowt. Neyh sume nasib" Then dye ckp "Neyh bkn nasib. Neyh sume dugaan."
I still remember my own prinsip "Allah hilangkan sesuatu sebab Allah nak bg sesuatu yg lbeyh baek untuk kite." Yes! Remember that badriah! Forget him. He doesn't need u anymore. Aku selalu pikir, kenape relation hanye indah pade permulaan jew? Bile da lame2, jadi suram, x bahagia. From now, just focus on ur study. Tebus balik kesalahan kaw 2 sem yg lpas. Jadi cam mase matrix dulu. Yes! Make it true baby!

JUST FOR YOU..

Knowing u is the best thing happened in my life. Being with u is the sweetest moment in my life. 28.03.09 is the best day in my life. Everything about u is the best for me. But now, everything changed. U change, as well as me. I remember your words "u are my everything, u'll be wife now and forever".
U know what, i really wish that thing will happen. For the first time i said to my parent that i'm serious with someone. U said u'll take care of me forever. But it is just a promise right? I know it will never happen. It's just a dream. Wake up badriah! Wake up darling! Last night. u said something and it's really hurt me. Untuk ape kite teruskan hubungan neyh kalau kite wat hal msg2? It doesn't work.
U said i bls dendam kt u sal wan. No, i sumpah. I da lupekan semua tuh. I da maafkan dye da. I jd cmtuh bcoz of u. Bcoz of urself. U hurt me. U hurt me so much. And now it's time for me to leave. Yes! It's hard for me! I admit it! I love u so much! Tp i da x pntg dlm idop u. Not at all. U sndry ckp jgn msok cmpr hal u ag. Jgn kesah sal u ag. I xleyh wat sume tuh! U know why? Bcoz I LOVE U SO MUCH!
Take care of yourself. I am leaving. Goodbye love,,



LOVE,

Badriah

DOWN!

After everything we've been through together, u left me. U left me.
I am down! Down! Down!
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Ya ALLAH, tabahkan aku!